Kitten's Rant

Kitten has not had a very good day today. People are annoying and I am feeling extremely antisocial. When I went to down to get coffe before theology, they ran out and I hadn't even filled my cup up half way. I went to the little "cafe" that we have that is right accross the room where I have my first class and got some but it was vanill bean and I prefer my coffee black. You know it's not going to be a good day when they mess up your coffee. Then, after my business law class was over, I talked with Jasmine, who is in my business law group and she said that Katie had come up with five companies that we could use for our report. Well, that all fine and good but she should have given us that little tidbit of info last week, before Jasmine and I meant and decided what companies we were doing. I spent 4 hours researching and getting that darn thing ready! If she had been gracious enough to grace us with her presence then we would not be in this predicament. The Business Law Assignment was not the only thing that I spent hours on doing. I had a presentation on the French fashion houses to give today and spent about 2 1/2 hours getting that together and I never got around to giving it and propbably won't either because we will be moving on the the next chapter after spring break. Then {going back to the Business Law class} I found out that I didn't submit the assignment for chapter 10 but thankfully, Brenda is giving us time because most of the others also forgot. Finally, I found out last night that my VBA wasn't right in my macros so I have been spending my lucnh hour fixing it.{Kitten collaspes onto floor after ranting} Can this day get anyworse?
Oh wait. It already is. I have to get caught up in Accounting Problem Solving and Security. I have a test in Business Law and French that are due Wednesday. I also need to get the workbook in Accounting finished because we will be going over it tomorrow.
Need to go but will write more later Friday, possible, if I haven't said the heck with it and moved somewhere far far away on a deserted island{oh, wouldn't that be heaven!}

Finishing

Kitten waltzes into blogs after an extremely, busy day. My last post was interrupt was quickly and is not complete so I thought that I should finish it.

I left off talking about my quasi-relationship. I recieved a letter from him today. I feel so conflicted. I know that nothing can come of the relationship but I also want to explore it. I feel like I need to try something new but, should I if I know that, in the end, I won't be able to see him much and, eventually, it will completely break this up. Mark is coming home in a few weeks. I probably won't break things off but it is against my better judgement.

On another note, Kitten is very excited because she has two book coming that I think will help me in one of my little projects. I put them down when they get here because I can't seemt to remember the names of the authors. I need a more... interesting...read. Anyway, they should be here by Sunday hopefully, not that I'll have time to read them between the homework and all the other things that I have to do.

Last weekend went by so quickly. I can't believe that it's almost Friday!{Kitten jumps up and down} then, I just need to get through next week and then it will be Spring Break. Kitten really really really needs a break.

Well that all for now. I have a group meeting in an hour for my Business Law class.

Kitten huffs and puffs as she drags her heavy laptop into the blog behind her. Right not I am working on my Security class projects, of which I am very much behind. I'm running some sort of scan and it looks like it is going to take awhile, so I thought that I'd drop in.

I'm rather excited. It might be possible that I have a few new blogs to read. They are not near as good{definetely not as juicy} as my last ones but, my favorites are no longer around, so Kitten must move on. This particular blog that I am excited about is not one written by a lady of the night, but she still has a rather unique point of view that I like. Actually, she has several books out. I have just started to read one of them and love it. I haven't yet decided if her blog is interesting enough, though. I might do some investigating later tonight.

Kitten is rather uncertain how her current relationship with Mark is going to turn out. There nothing there. No spark, passion, not even common interest, and the biggest thing is I haven't heard from him in a week. I'm not sad but I feel the need to return his ring to Christina. I feel ackward wearing it when I feel absolutely nothing for the guy. I guess, I was a little intrigued in the beginning, but I've seem to have lost interest. Wow, for some reason that sounds so mean but I can't help it. He's a nice guy but we don't have one thing in common, I'm not attracted to him, and he holds none of the qualities that I am looking for.

Kitten's Reeview

Kitten jogs into bog and jumps up on the window sill looking out the the sunny afternoon. I can't believe that this week is almost over, its gone by so quickly!

Kitten is rather flustrated at herself. I failed my accounting test{sighs}. I know I need to try harder but sometimes I just get so tired at staring at books. You know, it would be so much easier if I just changed my major to English, but alas, I have come to far to up and change now. So I guess I'll just have to work more.

I have started to read several interesting books, of late. One is the Art of Deception, by Kevin Mitnick. This is about security and social engineer. I'm only to the fifth chapter but it has made me stop and think about the information that I give and take. Is the person I'm talking to really who they are claiming to be? I have heard the term social engineering before but never really knew what it was. Basically, it is getting information from another by pretending your some one that you aren't. I work in an office and I talk to all sorts of people wanting to know this and that. I don't think we have the best security measure in place. The second book is called I Explain a Few Things, Selected Poems by Pablo Neruda. I have read some of this poets work off and on throughout high school but, this new book I bought has a lot more poems that are... well interesting. The book I bought when I was a freshman in High School was one of his first books called Twenty Love Poems and a Song of Despair. Many of the poems were very explict but there were several like Puedo Escribir and Me Gustas Cuando Callas, that I really liked. I was also interesting to have a more indepth bio on him. I haven't gotten very far and thankfully, it's already transalted. My Spanish is worse then my French. The third book is A Year in High Heels by Camilla Morton. While the other two books are interesting, this one is the most enjoyable read I have had this year. Because of all my silly homework, I have been unable to read not much more then 30 pages but I really just want to catch up to February. The book is section into months and has more then just fashion(found in the fashion and beauty section). It seems there is a little bit of everything for women in here. I will hopefully get to read more over the weekend.

I have a group meeting tonight and I'm not looking forward to it. There is one international student who is from China and I don't think she really understands what we are supposed to be doing. Our Accounting Problem Solving professor split us up into two groups and all we have to do is to present something that we have learned involving Excel. The other group is doing complex formulas. We, on the other hand, are creating two companies and doing a bunch of things to the format of the spreadsheet and adding a command button. For one its too time consuming and for another, how are we supposed to present something this broad and time consuning in 5-10 minutes. I think Maira agrees but we can't tell her no. She obviously put alot of thought into it.

Normally, I like groups but I haven't had the best luck this year. My management group turned out to be a disaster, even though I did get an A. I also have a Business Law group project that is due in two weeks. No one in my group( just three of us again) has contacted me so I guess I'll contact them tomorrow. I would talk to them after class but I have French and need to get straight over to Guerin.

While I do have more to write, I'll have to save it for another day because I need to tidy up my room and get ready for the meeting. I have a four day weekend, so hopefully I'll get caught up with everything.

Kitten trots into blog restlessly. Did you ever have one of those days were you wish you were some one, preferably, some with a more interesting life than your own. That's how I felt today. It wasn't a bad day, actually, for a Saturday, it went extremely well. It lacked any excitement, though. I feel so...I don't bored, for lack of a better word. I want to do something interesting but even if I had the oppurtunity, I couldn't do it anyway.

I have so much homework. Accounting, Accounting Problems, and French take the most time. Between those three, I easily spend five to six hours a day doing homework. I didn't come here tonight to rant about homework woes, though.

I don't know what to do about my "relationship that I refered to last post in January." The name that I used for him has escaped me at present and I this kitten is feeling rather lazy at the moment so we will call him Mark.

He will be going back from basic soon and then he'll want to really get into a relationship but I'm not sure if I'm ready. I know I need to be upfront with him about what I want and not want in this relationship. He needs to know that I am unsure about marriage and that I can't be there all the time because of my homework. My work is the most important thing. As long as he is fine with a rather loose, non restricting, maybe a little unconventual relationship we'll be ok. I also need to point out the fact that I am pro life and if that did come up, I wouldn't be getting rid of the baby. I feel like these points are the most important. In past relationships{excluding James} I was not always open and upfront about how I felt and what I really wanted but I'm not doing that this time.

I feel like I need a change in my life. I need more than just a boyfriend. I feel like a need a change in my style of extra studying. This spring/ summer I think I'm going for a much more sophicated but sexy look. This year I had a very relaxed casual style but I want to spice things up this year. As for the extra studying goes, I'm defintely sticking with my courtesan/escort doscoveries because I find the whole area fascinating. I have also decided to look more into art and maybe branch into computers a little more extensively. I have though about making a blog for my projects but at the moment I have people from school stopping here every now and then to look at the Security blog that is for my Security class. I'm not ashamed at what I am looking into but I do like being discrete.

Well Kitten is rather tired after being up till 2 in the morning and is ready to head to her velevt cushion and take a long kitty nap. Night-Night:)