Worries

I started my Personality Psych class today. It seems like it will be very interesting but demanding. Thankfully, the only homework we have is to read the chapters and listen in class. The professor is funny and I think that he will make the class interesting. We are doing powerpoint { apart of me died we he said that} but he doesn't recite from it thankfully, so I won't be wanting to fall asleep in class out of sheet boredome. The only thing that I don't really like about this class is that the chapters are long; about 35-45 pages long. It's accounting all over again : (

On another annoying note, Donna over at the Clinton office is off on vacation. Swaim wants me to work over there during the day, but, hello, I have class and school work. One of the main reasons that I am taking summer classes is so that I don't have to be at work all day and I won't be so stressed. I'm fine with just the class but when he throws work in afterwards, it just ruins my entire day. I have to do homework after I get off, for goodness sake. I told Swaim to tell Alberta that I would be there Tuesday and Wednesday after 1 and on Friday from 8-11:45. I can't work all day because I have an appointment with my advisor at 1.

I was reading a blog that I haven't read in a while. Real Princess Diaries is an interesting blog and I find Alexa so uninhibitied. I wish I had just a little of her I don't give a damn attitude but alas I don't. She was talking about gang banging and how liberating it was for her. While there are many thing that I would like to do, gang banging, is not one of them. Although, in a way, I can sort of understand her appeal.

There are somethings regarding sex, however, that I wish I didn't have an attraction to. That or I wish I had been raised in a more liberal household. I have been trying to hide my head in the sand when it comes to my attraction to women but it isn't working. But am I really bi-sexual or just curious? I try not to think about it but thoughts keep poping up in my head. What am I supposed to do? I feel so torn. In a way I would like to explore this but know that morally it is wrong. I cannot help how I feel but I can help how I react to my emotions. I would be a hypocrite if I did it any other way. If I could just get it out of my mind. When the fall term starts, I'm sure that I'll be too busy to wonder. Let's hope anyway.

Speaking of the fall term, I really hope that I get along with my new roommate. That's actually my biggest worry: that I'll get with someone who I just cannot get along with or that I am uncomfortable with. Preferably, I would like a transfer student because then we could get to know the campus and people together vs being put with a girl who has been there for 2 years and already has a group of friends. I should find out in the next two week. I'm keeping my fingers crossed.

Kitten Second Week of School

Kitten gets up and stretches her slender body. A long day of working and stdying makes a kitty very tired and stiff. The past two weeks have been soooooo hectic. I can't believe the amount of homework that I have nor can I believe the little time that I have to do it in!

In Intermediate Accoutning I have case studies, problems in Wiley Plus, other assigned projects, a test to study for (already!) and a twelve page Sarbanes-Oxley Act paper that I have to research.

Intermediate French has not been so bad, well as far as homework but everyone is so much better than I am. {sighs}. I'll need to study alot to keep up. I actually just finished a French essay about my family just a little while ago.

Management and Systems Analysis and design probably tie for the easiest and most stress less classes. As long as I read the material I think I should do fine.

Philosophy is an interesting class but I really don't want to be taking it. I just have some many other classes that need attention and this professor expects us to send two to three hours perday studing this. Ugh :(

I love the teacher I have for Statistics. She Chinese and so nice but she is a little strict. The class hasn't been as bad as I thought it would be but I took my first quiz Wednesday and I know I didn't do that well. I put the upper bound in front of the lower bound{which is what you are supposed to do}. I also had some difficulty with the different type of sampling.

My social life has been... chaotic. Don't really want to get into it right now and don't really have time. Little Italy Festival is coming up soon. I'm actually a little excited. We're taking two Chinese and one Japanese girl with us Sunday :) I'll try to post something of more interest of the weekend.

Kitten's Horrible Messed Up Day :(

{Kitten walks into blog with her tail dragging the ground. She walks right past her bowl of creme and velvet cushion to lay in the corner by herself}

Kitten has had a very very very very lousy day. I called ISU today and asked if they had ever recieved my application. The man oh so nicely informed me that it had been processed on the 15! I have been waiting and waiting for some sort of conformation for over half a month and nothing! Then when I activated my account and tried to login it wouldn't let me. I spent an hour with the damned things trying to get it to work.

Well, 11 o'clock rolls around and I'm still messing with the stupid thing when A---, wanting to know why I wasn't there to releive E--- for lunch. At this point, I was a very confused Kitten because I had no knowledge whatsoever of going to work in the office. I knew I had to do the medicine run, which I was going to start in Clinton and do backwards. At this point i was really pissed because I had many plans today and I still had to get my computer fisaco finished but I went to Rockville early anyway.

When I got there, E---- was all ready at lunch and G--- was manning the phones. So why did they think they needed me in there in the first place?! I had planned to pick up all lab work at 12:30 and come to Rockville but I went over to the Clinton office at 11:10 and they said that it wasn't ready, which I allready knew it wouldn't be. So at 12:30, I left Rockvile and went back to Clinton. E--- hadn't bothered to get all the many papers and whatnot together so I left billing office paper work Rockville. By the time I realized the error I was all ready in Clinto and didn't see a point in stopping by the billing office, which was a big mistake.

I got back to Rockville and tell A--- that I goofed. She told me that I had to make yet another trip back to Clinton to the billing office to get the papers because she needed info from those sheets today. So off I went back to Clinton and picked up the blasted papers and made my merry little way back to Rockville to give the papers to A---. After that I had to go back to Clinton, get mother and aunt, and go to Terre Haute.

I had some things I had to pick up for the dorm: a comforter, 3 drawer thingy, and sheets. I had picked up a pink table earlier that morning thinking that my comforter was going to be pink and purple. Well, when I got down there, they didn't have the one I wanted. I did, however find a very pretty lavender and blue one. Except I goofed again; I picked up full intead on twin so know I have to take it back. That not the only thing I have to return, though. There is no pink in this comforter and so the table won't match. I have to exchange it for a blue one. I repeat: It Has Not Been My Day :(