Kitten and Spring Break

{Kitten lazily saddles into blog waited down with many packages and new fur coat}

Kitten must apologize for not posting a kitty picture but I have been busy and have not had the time to look for new pics.

Kitten has been shopping for the last two days and has been in heaven. I was able to finally get my hair dyed and cut. It's a mix of blond(mostly, I think), red, and a touch of brunette. Does this make me a calico?

Srping Break (well such as it is anyway, not really being spring) has been a nice change, although it was not quite what I had planned. Orginally I was supposed to spend a few days with Aurora but, sadly, our time was cut short but we still had a good time Thursday. We both went and had our hair fixed and then had a late lunch. I wish me and Little Kitten-chan had been able to hang out but homework has severed out connection until Sunday.

Speaking of Sunday it might be rather interesting since I accidently left my key in the room and my Lil Sis did not know of my blunder and locked the door. She has misplaced her key so neither of us have a way to get into out room. Opps! They should have a master key that can get us in however.

The key wasn't the only thing that I left. I also left my poor little accounting problem solving book. That was not such a good thing since I had two assignments to do in it. I swear, if my head weren't attached I would probably forget it also.

Kitten has been very studious this week and has gotten a fair amount of work finished. Accounting is the one subject that has demanded most of my time. It is such a demanding and flustrating lover. It excites and yet makes me want to cry at times. I have spent hours pouring over Loss Contigencies, Warranties, and how to account for short term liabilities in general. It is interesting but the problem are very time consuming.

Kitten has not heard from her current boyfriend in two weeks(some relationship, right?) but she has talked to her old flame, James. I don't have the time or desire to go into the details but we had a nice talk and figured out a few things. Aurora also helped me realize a solution, of sorts, to a problem that I have been wrestling with.

Well, I need to get back to my school work but I shall try to write more since I do have quite a lot to talk about but it is so hard to find the time.

Confession of a Kitten Part III

{Kitten sit in front of window watching the butterflies and hummering birds go by and reflecting on the past few weeks}

Kitten has been rather busy, too busy, and not all of it has been good type of busy. I think everyone nows that I am no longer seeing James. While this transition has been difficult for me, I don't think I realized just how difficult until just a few days ago.

I started seeing a new guy, "Alan," he was slightly younger than James, and much more of a player, more sophicated, more...everything. I thought he was what I needed. After the appropriate time passed, I figure I would have an open relationship with him. Preferrably with no string attached, but James made me realize that this isn't what I want.

While I have tried to convince everyone that Jame's and mine's relationship was pretty simple, there really was nothing simple about it. I am really in love with him and have been for some time. I wanted it to be just sex, excitment but it wasn't. Things might have started out pretty innocent and simple but they got complicated at some point and time.

For the sake of my lil sis's curosity, I'll go into a little, but not too much detail about "Alan." I met him last summer. He flirted, I firted that was pretty much it. Unlike, most of Jame's friends, I did seen him off and on the past year. James does not like him an he had always made that know. I think that may have been my reason for meeting him about three weeks ago. He called and asked if I wanted to have lunch. I didn't think it would hurt anything so I went and had a good time. Alan was easy to talk to, easy to be with but then again, aren't all players? Yes, I knew he seen alot of women and that he liked to party. He defintely lives life to the fullest. I thought that it would be fun to just flirt, live a little. I would never sleep with him. I have a rule to never be with someone until I have been dating them for a at least 6-8 months. If the guy won't wait...we'll there's plenty of fish in the sea right :)? Anyway, I knew that Alan wouldn't be bothering with me for long, I'm just not his type but there's nothing wrong with having a little innocent fun right?

Well James didn't like that idea. Not too sure how he found out about me seeing Alan but he did and two nights ago a two and half telephone lecture. While I don't care much for being lectured{who does?}, I'm glad he did call there were a lot of things that I didn't know about Alan. He's not the type of guy I want to be around nor should I. My lil sis said the other day that I had a bad habit of putting myself in danger where men are concerned. At first I didn't think so but on second thought, I'm starting to believe she's right. I have done some pretty stupid things where men are concerned. I'm going to try and stop that.

Speaking of making a resolution, I'm no longer planning on seeing guys who are older than 4 years. Other than having a job or being in college, having a car, having good health care/hygine, and decent looks that is all I'm looking for. While the list my seem long, I find it reasonably, espcially if I plan to have a future with him. Now my lil sis, does this make you feel better :)