Just another Day

It's been such a long time since I have posted anything! Kitten must apologize but it was a rather busy four months. I have started at my new college and, while I really miss my old one, Kitten is starting to get used to here. The hardest part was that there are so many people where as, in my old college, we had a very small campus. I admit, I miss my Lil Sis. It has felt odd not having her room with me.

My new roommates are not from around here, Monique is from New Jersey and Insa is from Egypt. I like both of them but I'm so busy I have had hardly anytime to talk with them. They are both busy also, being graduate students.

I have 7 classes but my favorite is modern art history. I have been wanting to take a class like this for some time but could never fit it into my schedule. It interesting to learn about how all the things in that time period influenced the picture. It just gives you a whole new view of it. There have been several that we have talk about in class that I, before hand, I just did not understand or like, until we talk about them and why they were important and unique. I love the professor too. She is such a sweetheart.

I'm retaking Anatomy and Anatomy even though I passed it two years ago. I needed a refresher since it has been so long. While its a tid bit annoying I don't think that I will have too much trouble with it. I'm hoping that it will be an easy A.

Then there is Chemistry and Chemistry Lab. It is defintely interesting but its hard to concentrate sometimes. I'm hoping to get an A- to a B in this course. It will be more challenging to me since I have not had it for three years.

My Intro to Professional Nursing is rather dull right now which annoys me. I was hoping we would be doing more then what we are. While I don't feel it is a waste of time, I think that talking about study habits and how to read is more for freshman and transfer students like the rest of us in this class.

My final class is Psychology. It is just general psychology and I think it will be an easy A. I have covered most of it in other classes anyway.

I envy my Lil Sis, she gets to take human sexuality (stamps paw and pounces on Lil Sis's tale) I was wanting to take that but couldn't fit it in. Luck Lil Sis.

Kitten is also feeling a little surpised. After having no contact with James for most of the summer, he calls me up yesterday. We had a long, rather odd talk. Not going into details right here and now. However it made Kitten realized that she not only missed her ex but also a good friend, that I haven't seen in forever. {sighs} life is to complicated but oh well. Alas, I need to go and prepare for lad {Kitten strides off to go find her googles and mixtures. Time for chemistry ;)

A Check Up

Kitten wonders into blog rather tired and ragged. I haven't written in quite a while but I have been a busy kitty of late. I got through finals all right. In Systems Analysis and Design, Philosophy, French, and Principles of Management I received A's. Intermediate Accounting and Statistics were B+ and B- respectively.

My Christmas Break came and went way too quickly. I had a month off but it felt like a week. I was able to do some fun things other than work. Lil Kitten and I went out shopping several times. I seen James twice, although he starting to annoy me but I'll talk about that some other time.

I did meet a guy. Cowgirl has been dating a new guy for sometime and she asked me if I want to go out with her, her boyfriend Phil, and his friend Mark(names changed). Mark was supposed to be my "date" for the night. He was really quite and seemed shy. At first I wasn't sure what to think about him. We had a nice night though and watched Avatar and Sherlock Holmes. Mark and I met again at Books-a-Million for coffee the following Friday. He still seemed awkward but

we had a good talk. Then the next day he, Breaha, and I went to see the Alvin and the Chipmunks. He had to go back to training, so we have been in contact through letters.

He wants to be in a relationship but to be honest I'm not sure... I have some reservations and baggage, not mention James.

I'll report more on this later but for now I am running out of time. Need to get back to my homework. I'll try to write Friday but I have four classes tomorrow(Theology, Business Law, French, and Accounting Problem Solving). Then Thursday I only have two classes(Intermediate Accounting and Security) but I have to go home and pick up some mail. Then when I get back, I have to get my notes ready for my theology presentation Friday.

My Infuriating Day

{Kitten paces restlessly and anxiously about blog, jumping at every little sounds she hears}

How is it that things can be perfectly fine and oh so nicely boring and the next day, wham!, complications abounds. I hate drama!

Little Kitten-chan and I went out last night and had a perfectly good time until the storm. Then I had to practically pull Little Kitten out from under the car seats {there there Little Kitten, everythings all right :) } We had quite a little storm. I thought the lightening was rather beautiful and poetical but no apparetnly agreed with me. Well, anyway, Little Kitten-chan spent the night and we had a lovely game of Battle of the Sexes with someone special to my little sis ;)

Today started out well but went quickly down hill. I was a little grumpy and everything that my father said to me was like nails on a chalkboard {I detest that sound}. Then, we I got home and was able to check my email I found a rather cryptic message from someone I known, whom shall hence be called Johnthan. He said that he wanted to talk to me about something and asked if I could call him at 8 pm my time. Now, I'm not in the mood a mystery today and was rather annoyed by such a vague letter practically demanding me to contact him at his convince. At first I was going to ignore it but then decided to go ahead and call so I could tell him off.

Now, before I proced, I shall give a very brief tale of how I know this man. It was during my 1st term in October that I first met him. James had me come with him to NY. It was one of the few times I was able to get away for the weekend. {You know, its really heard to try and come up with a plusable story that both friends, family, and work will buy} That Saturday, he took me to a party to some of his friends. I have never been all that crazy about crowds, two to five is usually my comfort level, but there were a lot of people there. I knew no one there so I was pretty much glued to James side. We got into a large group and I lost him. So here I was, all alone in this crowd when a very nicely dressed, tall and imposing man comes up to me{ I descripe him as very well looking and he is but... there is something about him ... } He starts to talk and makes me feel slightly more comfortable. We finally found out way out of the crowd and set down. He talked and flirited with me for about 5 minutes until James found me. I was relieved to see him because even though Johnthan had made me feel less anxious around other people, I felt the need to be on my guard while I was with him. James, obviously did not like him, and he did admit that he knew him but refused to tell me how or anything about him. As a matter of fact James told me not to speak to him again and we left the party soon after wards. I brought Johnthan up again but he refused and still does refsue to tell me anything about him. All James would say is to stay away from him because he's not a good guy.

After that night, I have never had any contact with Johnthan again nor desired to and once my annoyance and temper wore off began to wonder. What did he want and a better question still, how did he get my new number? I've only had this phone for about 2 weeks. I tried to get a hold of James to ask him what this might be about but couldn't. I am too much of a scardy cat to call him. I thought maybe I should wait and see what James has to say.

To Breaha: Confessions of a Kitten

{Kitten raises her cute little furry head at the sound of a familar footfall and get's up to give her best friend attention. Purring and rubbing up againt Bri with welcoming attention}

Kitten went to her best friends graduation today. Breaha has been one of my best friends since I can remember. We have went through a lot of things together (first crushes, first loves, breakups, other friends, family problems) but I realized that I have a whole another life that Breaha doesn't know about, or atleast not much.

Well, Bri, here's my sordid little story;) Now before I begin my narrative I need to state somethings. There are many thing that I have done that I'm not proud of. I know you're not religous but I try to be. A lot of what I have done I regret mostly for religous reasons and is the main reason why I have ended things with James. I don't want to feel like a hypocrite anymore. I know that you don't agree with a lot of the Catholic dogma and doctrine but I know that you know the importantance of following your conscience and doing what you, not other people believe what is right. These are all my dirty little secrets. Now we are even. No secrets between friends:)

The Meeting

As you know Bri, James and I met in Chicago at the Palmer House. I wa 18 and he was 42 but I didn't know it at the time. Actually, I orginally had his age at about 35. I was bored and mom had already went to bed but it was only 8 pm. Not ready to turn in I went down to the pool. James was the only one down there, we wound up talking. I'm not going to bore you with the maundane details of what we talked about. He asked me to dinner the next day and I went. Mom always goes to bed so early it was easy to slip away unnoticed. We exchanged cell phone numbers and email address.

Nothing happened for all most a year. My senior was innocent, pretty much. I had my little fling with Brian and we both now how that tunred out. Actually, it was James who pushed me to break with him. When I told James how Brian acted when I mentioned him, James got very concerned and told me that Brian sounded too dangerous for me. He was really there for me when I was going through that break up. Not that you weren't their for me, Bri{Kitten gives Breaha a big hug}. It's just that you both were there for me in differen ways.

What I Really Did Last Summer

Things really started to heat up between James and I last summer, after I had gone through those damned summer classes. I was feeling a little lost and I was a little out of control, although you never seen me when I was like that. No one ever knew that I was sneaking off to see a guy between my shopping trips with you and my long days at home. I was surprised, I thought I would be found out. It seemed so exciting.

It was in July that I first started sleeping with James. Before him, I had never really cared that much about sex but with James it was so tender and erotic. I was confident in himself which made me confident. When the guy feels unconfortable with the way he looks or performs then it makes me uncomfortable also. I'm not going to overshare here but suffice to say that he really brought me out of my shell where the bedroom is concerned.

We also went places together. He took me to England, France, and Mexico. Remember when everyone kept asking me if I would nervous when I left at Christmas to go to Mexico for Intercambio. Everyone thought that it was the first time out of the country{Kitten smiles mischievously} it wasn't, which was why I wasn't nervous. That and James was at the Cancun airport to meet me.

You might me asking yourself, "How did she manage to do this?" Well, it wasn't that hard really. While we(you and I) went out once a week, there were a few weeks inbetween where we didn't go out. It was during those few weeks that I went off globe trotting. As for mom, I told her some lame story that she knew was a lie but I was of legal age (19) and she just trusted that I knew what I was doing.

But wait. I said I went a little wild and having a little tete-a-tete with an older man isn't all that while. {Ok Bri, I know your shaking your heading and disagreeing with me but be a good audience and play along;) } It didn't do anything all that wild guess. I did get pretty close to being drunk a few times. I flirted (playfully, mind you) with a few very handsome men, who, rumor has it, have very shady pasts. I also did something else but I feel so ackwarded saying it which I don't know why. It's actually really funny. Maybe I'll tell you in private. It was what I considered one of my most wildest things I have done;)

All right Bri, there it is, with the exception of one little thing, here are all my secrtes. Rereading what I wrote, it doesn't sound all that exciting but I'll leave the judgement up to you.

{Kitten flicks her tail in goodbye and dissapears around the corner.}