{Kitten sits in front of window wondering how one gets to where they are and how does one deal with what they have become}

Now, I don't mean to sound dramatic here, but for the past few weeks I have had some pretty big internal changes that I'm not sure how to deal with. I asked my little Sis today what her younger self would have of herself know. Did she think she had changed all that much from when she was younger and, if so was it a good or a bad change. I posed the similar question to Aurora and got two very different answers. We'll I'm not at liberty to tell what she said but I was rather non commental on it when they asked me.

Honestly, most of the things that I have done, even some of the more wilder things, did not surprise me. It was not really out of character for me to do that. There are somethings though... I thought I was finally ready to talk about it but not yet, at least not openly. I just got off the phone with Aurora, both she an my lil sis know I'm righting a post tonight. My lil sis thinks that I'll reveal my secrete but after some thought, I realize yet, that I'm not quite ready. Aurora sensed my mood and told me that she was going to be writing something that I should look at. I refer my lil sis to Aurora's post. If there's anyone else reading this, I'm sorry but I'm afraid you'll have to wait.